Sometimes I can't bear to go on. I feel like my whole future has been destroyed. Yiannis is not a man because a man wouldn't treat someone like this. No he's not even human. He's just a creature. A human would at least be kind. That's all I want. Kindness. So many people are horrified at his behaviour.

And what makes it hurt extra bad is that there is someone else. Someone who he sits online and talks to on fb every night. I know him. It explains why he was so keen to be rid of me. He loves her and it has probably been going on for ages. So for all that talk of morals... he is not grieving me. He is a sick, wicked freak.

Work has been horrendous today. This is because everything is being blamed on me and also because I keep crying over yiannis and his new girlfriend.

The sad thing is that all he would have to do is text me and ask to meet and it would make everything better. But he won't because he is a coward and would rather spend time with his worthless bitch than show care for the girlfriend who loved him for nearly five years.